It was simple to get up on Sunday mornings, worship at 8am,
sit behind the Neimeyers, try to stay focused on worship enough not to annoy
them, and then go to Sunday school.
Sometimes we sang hymns, sometimes praise songs, but everything was printed
in the bulletin. It was comfortable. I knew how to worship Jesus. It was at 8
am at Timothy. Hymnals were only for songs—occasionally. Everything I needed to
know was in the bulletin, and some stories the pastor told helped me hear the Word
better than others.
Whether we know it or not we all have a pattern in worship.
As adults, most of us have lived through a couple different versions of
services, but regardless, we get in a pattern. We get used to the church in
which we live and breathe. If you don’t believe me, ask any college student who
regularly attended worship. You will hear most of them comment, “None of the
churches by my college are like my church back home.” Often we create worship
as a habit or pattern in our lives, but it is also connected to a certain type
of service. Then the question arises, “What
is worship and why did God ask us to do it?”
My memories of my grandpas’ churches are interesting in
comparison to my memories of my home church. In my Grandpa Hanke’s church we
had to use the hymnal sometimes. The congregation was a lot more serious in
worship. Grandpa Hanke had a real looking Jesus standing on his altar. We
always sang, Go Tell It on the Mountain at
Christmas. My Grandpa Schubkegel could walk to his church. He was very calm as a pastor and spoke
quietly. My Grandpa Hanke was strong in the way he preached.
Grandpa Schubkegel
started a mission church after he was retired. We used folding chairs in a
random building and church didn’t feel like church.
My grandpas offered my first exposure to different kinds of
worship. Sure, they were Lutheran churches,
but not my Lutheran church. It is funny how we have a tendency to be
comfortable only in the worship style we know.
After my dad came back to faith, he decided he no longer fit
in the Lutheran church, so he began exploring other denominations. Honestly, I have
to admit, I wanted to say, “This is not what I meant when I wanted you to come
back to faith.” I wanted him in the church that was comfortable for me. At his
new church, I was exposed to people speaking in tongues, and some other strange
practices. They had no regular
communion. I also remember when my Dad
said to me, “You don’t have to be a Lutheran pastor.” That comment made
me want to really delve into the concept of worship. How did God want me to
worship? Did God care what denomination I was?
Out of all of that investigating, came a true, deep
definition of worship. Worship is hearing from God and responding to Him. But
often I was framing my worship around what was familiar. There is nothing wrong
with the familiar. But often it can pull us away from the true focus of what
worship is, and why God would ask us to worship and rest in Him. This weekend
we will talk about what it means to worship Him. No matter what church you are
in, you can have a different experience in worship, even within the same
denomination. The importance of the worship is found in the discipline that God
taught his disciples, and still teaches you and me. This weekend we dig into
why worship and rest are important to us as humans, but even more as believers
in Jesus.
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